Book Club Monday #21: Firehouse by David Halberstam

As someone who watched the events of 9/11 happen from states away, I felt the same as everyone else did - there was nothing to say. All of these years later, with a new tower going up in place of the World Trade Center, I learned that it is still easy to open those wounds and bring back that fear. On a recent trip to Half Price Books, I happened upon a copy of Firehouse, by David Halberstam, a popular and talented journalist.

Since beginning a job within the fire service a few years ago, the events of 9/11 mean something different to me. It no longer feels only like a violation - I can feel the pain of everyone who was there that day. The New York Fire Department lost 343 men that day. That is, basically, the size of our entire department. Every year, I go to the Fallen Firefighters Memorial, and to make a long story short - it means something completely different to me now than it did that day.

Firehouse is a book about the men who made up the quarters of Engine 40, Ladder 35 in Manhattan. Thirteen men responded to the tragedy on September 11, 2001, and only one came back alive. That, to me, is an absolutely awful thought, but it is something that needs to be thought about, so the memories of all of these brave men are never forgotten.

If you think this novel will wind up being a book all about that day, you will be disappointed. Instead, it gives examples of what it's like to be a firefighter - why someone would want to make small amounts of money compared to what they put on the line. It tells stories about each and every member of the engine house, funny things they did and how they treated each other like an extended family. Talks about their families, and gradually into the elements that made up 9/11/01.

This book will absolutely and completely tear your soul and your heart apart. It will make you think about how awful you felt that day, and realize that, if you were old enough to know what was going on, those wounds are still as fresh as they were that day. Even without a happy ending, this is, however, a beautiful memoir of a great group of brave, selfless men on the worst day in United States history.