You know, I've been thinking....

I've been thinking of a lot of things lately - but namely, having to do with the blog, I just feel like I haven't been completely honest with everybody. Like my personality isn't shining through the way it should, and maybe that's why I'm feeling as stuck as I am.

For as far back as I can remember, I have had issues with social anxiety. This dates back to being a teenager. Part of that is my inability to let a lot of people in, and the other part is a little voice in my head that subconsciously tells me that everyone is laughing at me behind my back and I'm the butt of the joke. If you asked me why, I couldn't tell you. It's just the way I've always been.

Recently, I've realized that I do a lot of living inside my head, instead of going out, meeting people, and doing new things. And you know what? It sucks.

I live by myself with two cats, work a full time job as well as a part time job, run a handmade business, and just try to do things that make me happy when I have time, like making things and reading books. I keep myself busy, maybe so I don't have to think about things so much.

With that being said, I am from this point on going to make a concerted effort to let you guys, my readers, in a bit more. To learn more about me, as a person, and not about what books I like and nothing else.

I no longer want this blog to feel forced, and I'm going to do everything in my power to make it better.

So, with that, here's a makeupless photo of me with my main man, Vegas.